Just keep planting.
Seasons will change, some seeds won’t sprout, even when they do, some will get eaten by pests.
Plant even more.
Eventually a pattern will emerge and you’ll learn to use the cycles to your advantage.
The highs are intrinsically connected to the lows, so don’t be too distracted by either one.
Just keep doing the things that move you, everything else will find it’s way to your garden.
This is the way.